Notes on Morning Darkness in Calcutta

03/17/10  Print this post Print this post    9 Comments      Written by Robert Hirschfield
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Robert Hirschfield roams Calcutta at dawn where for once he finds himself almost alone.

THE BOY gets up to groan open the hotel gate for me. The same boy works at every hotel I ever stayed at in India. Thin, brown, silent, his smile besieged by a muscular frown.

I lean into the 5:30 darkness of a Calcutta morning. A rickshaw driver says, “Mother House.” A second rickshaw driver says, “Mother House.” I think of two clocks announcing the hour.

Inside their metal pull bars on Sudder Street, they want to take me to Mother Teresa’s Missionary Sisters of Charity House. My Jewish face, nose pointing towards leveled ghettos, is no impediment.

My face is linked to a pocket of warm rupees. Their empty bellies are beginning to turn in my pocket. Mother Teresa and the goddess Kali are the two female power spots of this city. The face of the old nun looks down at you from rotting walls, restaurants, the entrance to her home for the dying by the Kali Temple in Kalighat.

I once watched as some visiting American priests rolled out of their taxi, bodies low to the ground, running as if they had come under rocket fire. They were spooked by the mob of Hindu pilgrims with their blood-red flowers for Kali.

I will sometimes stand by the Howrah Bridge and notice how quickly every spare inch of space gets covered with people. I am sure if I don’t move fast enough, I will drown beneath Indian footsteps. In my mind, I write the lead for The Telegraph: Elderly journalist trampled to death. He was just too slow.

Which brings me back to 5:30AM outside the Diplomat Hotel. Between travel shops and biscuit and drink shops, shuttered, there is empty space. A phenomena as amazing as a Calcutta snowfall. Light-headed, I visit the awful plaster bust of Tagore. It seems he wrote some of his poetry at number 10 Sudder, my address.

The rickshaw drivers wait like well-mannered ghosts for me to finish up with Tagore. Then, maybe, I will be ready to rouse the nuns at Mother House from their chaste beds.

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For more on India, please see a recent photo essay on Holi, the Festival of Colors.


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Robert Hirschfield

Robert Hirschfield is a free-lance writer and photographer whose work appears in Ode Magazine, The National Catholic Reporter, Outlook (the Indian newsweekly), and the London Jewish Chronicle, among other publications. He has travelled most recently to north and South India, and to Israel and the West Bank.

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  • Alyssa replied on March 17, 2010

    I always enjoy your pieces so much, Robert. So poignant, descriptive, pensive. You make wonderful connections between people, place, history, and culture.

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  • Paul replied on March 17, 2010

    Robert! Great piece!
    Are you still in Kolkata? We need to meet up before you leave. Would love to hear about your time here.

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  • Lexa replied on March 17, 2010

    What a lovely piece. The language is tangible, amazing.

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  • Tim Patterson replied on March 17, 2010

    Lovely. Just lovely.

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  • neha replied on March 18, 2010

    Beautiful as always Robert!

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  • joshua johnson replied on March 18, 2010

    Love every line. I hope if I ever have the good favor of being an “elderly journalist” I can capture an experience half as well as Robert does.

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  • Reeti replied on March 18, 2010

    If you’re still in Calcutta Robert, would love to meet up :)

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  • Shreya replied on March 19, 2010

    Gorgeous piece. I especially love this bit:

    “My face is linked to a pocket of warm rupees. Their empty bellies are beginning to turn in my pocket. Mother Teresa and the goddess Kali are the two female power spots of this city. The face of the old nun looks down at you from rotting walls, restaurants, the entrance to her home for the dying by the Kali Temple in Kalighat.

    I once watched as some visiting American priests rolled out of their taxi, bodies low to the ground, running as if they had come under rocket fire. They were spooked by the mob of Hindu pilgrims with their blood-red flowers for Kali.

    I will sometimes stand by the Howrah Bridge and notice how quickly every spare inch of space gets covered with people. I am sure if I don’t move fast enough, I will drown beneath Indian footsteps. In my mind, I write the lead for The Telegraph: Elderly journalist trampled to death. He was just too slow.”

    I’ve lived in Calcutta all my life, and have rarely read words I can instantly relate to completely familiar images so much. This is great.

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  • Gabriela Garcia replied on March 24, 2010

    This is amazing. Unpretentious, moving, and incredibly descriptive in simple language.

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